Yay! I feel like this week has been draaaaging on for so long. And, I'm pretty sure it has to do with the fact that I'm just counting down the days until O time, so James and I can try baby making again. I honestly feel like that's ALL I think about now. It's making me crazy. Especially now that my SIL is pregnant, and that's all we talk about at work (SIL and I work together, by the way)....I want a baby more than anything. I actually just told James the other day that it's hurting my heart....you know, when you want something so badly, but you don't know if you'll ever get it? That's how I feel. And, I know I shouldn't really feel this way yet. It's just so hard for me not knowing if we're going to be able to have a family....and if we can, how long it's going to take us.
I've just been in such a funk these last couple of days. Hopefully this feeling will pass, and I'll be able to start thinking more positively as the days go by. And, I'm sorry this is ending up to be just a random post and me venting the whole time, but, I just felt like I had to get it out.
So anyways....I hope everyone has a great weekend! And, I just wanted to send out tons of labor dust to my friend, Kendra! She's due to have Baby M
any day now, and I know she's ready (and we are, too! ;) ). So, lots of luck to her that she goes into labor this weekend....woot woot!
Here's just a little something to hopefully brighten up someone's day a bit...I know he always puts a smile on my face. :) It's my sleepy Fozzie Bear...aww.
2 comments:
Awwww Fozzie is so cute. I want to scratch his belly. Thanks for the labor vibes.
You sound so much like me when you speak of TTC. It WILL happen, its just a matter of when which is very frustrating. Hang in there and dont give up. And it will be all that you think of until that baby is in your arms.
Cute pic of Fozzie!
It will happen Erika, when it is meant to! And I certainly am keeping my fingers crossed that is much, much sooner than later for you and James! =-)
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