Tuesday, April 20, 2010

MIA

Hi ladies!  I've missed you all SO much.  I'm really sorry I've been MIA lately.  It's just been one of those weeks, and I can't seem to get out of this funk and put myself in a blogging mood.  I'm sure you all know why I'm feeling this way...there's usually only one reason why I get like this.  *points to ticker*  Spotting + huge temp dip = no baybee for me.  :( 

I actually started spotting on 10DPO, and that seems to be the pattern for the last couple of months.  I ovulate, give myself a break from all the sexy time (it's getting to that point girls...not so much fun anymore.), and then by 6-9DPO, I start getting really excited/anxious about testing and wondering if I'm pregnant or not....and then, BAM!!  10DPO spotting, right on schedule.  Ugh.  Hey, at least it's consistent.

So anyways, unfortunately, I don't really having anything exciting to blog about right now.  And, I'm just not really feeling up to it anyways.  I'm really sorry.  I still check in with all my favorite blogs (which is ALL of them.  lol) every day, and I love catching up on everyone's lives/babies/families.  It gives me hope..it really does.  Some days/weeks are just harder than others, and I guess this is one of those months.  I think since I'm hitting the 6 month mark of TTC, it's really hitting me.  HARD.

I promise I'll be better in a week or so.  I hope you're all doing well!  **smooches**

11 comments:

Unknown said...

Aww, I'm so sorry. Hang in there - I'm thinking about you!

Aly @ Analyze This said...

Love you Erika!! BBM me later! :)

I know that yours and the mister's day will come for a baby...I just know it!! Thinking of you!

MaryAnne said...

Aw, Erika, I am really sorry. I know it is so hard - I am going thru the same thing right now too. It is alot of emotions. I don't think people realize unless they go through it (I know I didn't) what it feels like every month. Hang in there - I know you are going to have the baby you are dreaming of!!

Melissa said...

:( I'm sorry this wasn't your month.

We aren't trying yet (really soon tho) but I thought I was accidentally pregnant last month and I was really sad when I wasn't, so I can imagine how hard it is. I hope next month is it for you!

B said...

Aww :( I'm sorry! Hang in there though, don't get discouraged. It will happen when it's the right time.

Sam said...

I was wondering where you were -- missed your posts!

Aww, I'm so sorry to hear this. Don't give up! It will happen! :)

Annie said...

hang in there girly!! I have FAITH that something is going to happen very SOON!!

Meant to be a mom said...

I feel sad. I'm so sorry your down, trust me I've been there and you have every right to be emotionally up and down. But just know that your in my prayers and that I truly believe it will happen for you. The more prayers the better. God is definitely listening. He just needs some time to make your baby perfect before he sends them to you :)

Heather said...

I'm so sorry, but hang in there...it will happen :).

Sarah said...

I'm sorry you're feeling so bummed. It really does stink, and I know exactly how you feel. We'll both be pregnant before you know it hon! {{{HUGS}}}

Jen said...

Aww so sorry Erika - hang in there sweeite :)